People look at Harris Gray, and blink, and squint, as if looking through the optometrist’s lenses and waiting for her to turn the dial another click. While struggling to determine whether they are seeing one author or two, they will often ask Harris Gray, “How do you do what you do?” Sometimes the look on their faces suggests they really meant “why”. How & why Harris Gray?…we have been me for so long, that question is the mind-bending picture of the snake swallowing its own tail. Until now. Because the “origin” e-mails have surfaced. Harris Gray wishes they hadn’t, but they have, and so they must be put on the Internet, that much is clear, and no other site will have them.